Today was a beautiful day: clear, dry, even slightly cool as evening fell. Considering nasty-hot weather last week and the violent storms over the weekend—including a tornado warning on Saturday, followed by a power failure and a lack of internet—today, I felt as if I’d survived something.
Then, I counted how close I am to the end of this challenge, and that feeling multiplied. For 85 days, I’ve stayed faithful. Every night for nearly three months, I’ve written at least 1,000 words of my novel, and often more. The story has blossomed in ways I never saw coming. New characters, new settings, new challenges (for me and for them).
I don’t mean to be immodest, but I think I deserve a medal. Or a monument. Maybe a parade. At the very least, a round of applause.
Because last night, I kept writing.
Allow me to explain. There’s a judge in a particular set of consolidated cases who issued some extremely unreasonable orders, the upshot of which was that I had four objections due on Saturday, June 15. Yes, you read that right: by court order, they were all due on Saturday. I’d been working on them for two weeks, but the trial lawyers were doing so many depositions that I was constantly being flooded with new transcripts to review and incorporate into my objections.
It turns out that there are downsides and upsides to a daily writing practice.
The upsides are obvious. First and foremost, productivity. With 69 days in the bank and a minimum of 1,000 words each day, I’m well on my way to a first draft of my book. Had I not started this challenge, I’d probably be thinking and making notes and occasionally jotting down a page or two.
If I were working in this fashion, it’s likely most of the book would never come to be, because this practice is keeping the story in my mind so that my subconscious is working even when I’m doing other things. This, I think, is an even bigger benefit of a daily writing practice. For example, last evening as I was coming home from the fish market, a snippet of dialogue occurred to me. Since I was on the highway and couldn’t stop to write it down, I recorded a voice memo on my phone. Later, when I wrote it in my purple notebook, it was almost new to me—proof that if I hadn’t recorded it, I’d have forgotten it.
Sixty-four days down. Nearly two-thirds of the way to my present goal.
Then what?
(I really need to learn how to recognize an accomplishment without immediately looking beyond it, but that’s for another post.)
What’s truly odd is the extent to which I’m finding myself thrown by Jami Attenberg’s #1000wordsofsummer, which started on Saturday. Somehow, I’d lost track of the days enough that when I received Jami’s first letter on June 1 which encouraged me to write 1,000 words, my first thought was, “Yeah, whatever.” One thousand words a day for fourteen days feels like practically nothing this year, and yet last year, it was a huge deal. The year before—the year my father died during #1000wordsofsummer—I stayed faithful, missing two days and making them up at the end. And yet this year, a part of me feels like, “Fourteen days. So what?”
Most of life involves choices or tradeoffs: if I do A, I can’t also doB. For most of us, these tradeoffs happen so frequently that we barely notice them. After all, making choices and sacrifices is part of being an adult, and we know it. We have to get up for work tomorrow, so we have to go to bed at a reasonable hour. We want to fit into a special outfit, so we order a salad instead of macaroni and cheese. We need to drive home, so we either appoint a designated driver or are very, very careful about our alcohol consumption. (Here in Connecticut, the legal blood alcohol limit will be lowered as of next January, from 0.08% to 0.05%. For some people, this means that having just one drink puts them at risk of being stopped for driving under the influence.)
Today, I made a choice to protect my writing time.
Eventually, I’m going to need to organize the sections of this book. Right now, I’m writing different sections as the mood and ideas dictate. Some sections are barely 1,000 words, while others are much longer. The one I was working on today is now over 22,000 words, and since I know where it’s going, this is the section I’m most likely to pick up tomorrow, and the night after, and probably the night after that.
Fortunately, I have my beloved whiteboard. I am an enormous fan of the whiteboard for mapping out story lines and relationships between characters. Last year, when I was struggling with Becoming Mrs. Claus, I tried to use Scrivener to sort out my various story lines—I even color-coded the scenes—but in the end, it wasn’t for me. In Scrivener, I had dozens of discrete bits and pieces, whereas once I moved it all into a single Word document, I could see where the holes were that needed to be filled. It turned out that my discrete bits and pieces sat in Scrivener like so many marbles, complete in themselves but unrelated to anything else. Once I’d moved everything to Word, I began working on transitions so that one bit would lead logically to the next. Maybe some people can create connective tissue between scenes in Scrivener, but that skill was beyond me.
Can you believe it? I’m halfway to my goal. For 50 days, I’ve written at least 1,000 words per day on my novel—plus whatever blog posts and cat bios I’ve squeezed in. That’s more than 50,000 words in slightly more than a month and a half.
It doesn’t seem real.
Today, I received an email Jami Attenberg mailed in preparation for #1000wordsofsummer. In it, she talked about preparing for the challenge of writing 1,000 words every day for fourteen days. I remember when fourteen days felt like an impossible challenge. Now, it just seems like what you want to do if your goal is to write a book.
I’m closing in on the halfway point of my challenge: Monday will be Day 50 out of 100. The experience feels incredible, and at the same time, it feels strangely effortless.
It’s been a long, long time since I wrote this much. Late in the winter of 2006, when I first rediscovered writing and fan fiction, I dove in. I wrote for hours every night, reveling in the joy of story. I posted my first story in the library of a now-defunct fansite on May 30, 2006, and for the next year, I posted a new story every two weeks. In fact, I spent so much time writing that I fell behind in my billable work and my income dropped significantly. It was like an addiction: I’d be working on a brief, and I’d have a thought about a story in process and I’d open it up, just for a quick look. Two hours later, I’d be no further along on the brief, but the scene I’d edited was much deeper.
It’s incredibly rare for us to have that kind of light show this far south, but people in my town got some fabulous photos. Friends in a nearby town said they went outside several times to watch, to no avail, but they too had neighbors who posted amazing photos.
So I guess it’s all about being in exactly the right place at exactly the right time.
I’ve now had this challenge going for 5-1/2 weeks, with nine weeks to go. I’ve blogged about it, but last night, I did something different: for the first time, I called a friend and told her what I was doing.
It could be fairly argued that making that call is no different from telling you, my lovely and supportive blog readers whom I appreciate so much. I think there’s a difference, though. When I write these blog posts, it’s a quick hey, this is what I’m doing. While I’ve known some of you for a very, very long time (looking at you, Kay and Kathleen), most of us haven’t met. It’s unlikely any of you will reach out and hold me accountable. If I drop out of the challenge for some reason, you’re not going to call me and say, “You were doing so well—what happened?” You might wonder why I didn’t make it, but you’re probably not going to text me to ask.